Posted in #pain, Dying, Heart Break, Inner Feelings, loss, Love

I miss you daddy

He’ll never hold my hand again.

He’ll never hold me in his arms again.

I’ll never hear his voice over the phone again.

I’ll never see his worried face when I came home late again.

I know that after a while I‘ll feel better than now.

Not because I accepted his absence, as he’s always there with me.

But I’ll get used to the pain.

Rest in peace daddy.

Posted in Dying, Heart Break, Inner Feelings, Love, Uncategorized


They think that when I say “I’m all right”, that I am

They think that when I stop crying, that I forget

Well, nothing is all right. Nothing will never stop the pain inside.

Nothing will be the same again.

He died and nothing will change that.

He left our world, left me alone.

But I can remember his sweet smile.

I can see his comforting eyes.

I can still feel his arms around me, even if he is not here anymore.

Sometimes I talk to him and I know that no response will be received

but still I need his reassuring.

I love you daddy more than words can say

You will always be in my heart no matter where you are

and no matter how old I am, I will always be your little princess.

Posted in #contemplating, #details, #understanding

Did you know this?!!

A beautiful theory stopped me a lot.

If the order of the alphabet is as follows:

Their numerical order is as follows:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

If every letter in the language is given weight according to its alphabetical order, for example, the first letter A is a weight equal to 1, and the last letter Z equals 26.


🔸 hard work 🔸
(H + A + R + D + W + O + R + K) =
8 + 1 + 18 + 4 + 23 + 15 + 18 + 11 = 98%

🔸 Knowledge 🔸
(K + N + O + W + L + E + D + G + E) =
11 + 14 + 15 + 23 + 12 + 5 + 4 + 7 + 5 = 96%

🔸 Love 🔸
(L + O + V + E) =
12 + 15 + 22 + 5 = 54%

🔸 Luck🔸
(L + U + C + K) =
12 + 21 + 3 + 11 = 47%

This means that none of the above will give you the 100% result you want 😊

So is it,,, money ???
(M + O + N + E + Y) =
13 + 15 + 14 + 5 + 25 = 72%
of course not !

Maybe leadership?
(L + E + A + D + E + R + S + H + I + P) =
12 + 5 + 1 + 4 + 5 + 18 + 19 + 8 + 9 + 16 = 97%
Also no !!

💡 Perhaps if we changed our…


(A + T + T + I + T + U + D + E) =
1 + 20 + 20 + 9 + 20 + 21 + 4 + 5 = 100%

So it is attitude,
If we change our attitude towards life, we will make a real difference in our lives …

Share your thoughts about this theory … do you have another word that will give you the 100% you want?

Posted in #contemplating, #thankful, Friendship, Inner Feelings, Love, sisterhood, Uncategorized

Inevitable Feelings

I love you

I love the way you stand,

when everything is collapsing around you.

I love your optimistic view of life,

no matter what you are going through .

I love the way you hold me tight,

when I am crying hard.

I love it when you say it’s going to be ok,

even if I know you are just saying that to comfort me.

I Love you, when you give me advices,

even when you know I am not going to take them.

I love you, when you are trying to gather all those you love around you,

even if they do not care to do that.

I love you, when you do not lose hope and keep going

I love you, when we quarrel and after a minute everything is fine

I love our memories together even if they are sad

I love your kindness and tenderness in almost everything

I love your determination to do things

I love when you behave like you know everything,

even if it’s annoying all the time 🙂

I love the way I feel that we are one soul divided into two bodies

I love that you are in my life

I love you cause you are a bless 

I love you, because you are YOU

I simply love you sister with every beat in my heart

Posted in #contemplating, Inner Feelings, Love


Words help you express your love

Words help you to ease the pain

A million of them can be replaced by a single touch…yes

Words can be powerful if they came out at the wrong time

or the right one?

Words can change your mood completely

Words can make your heart skip a beat

Your name has this power on me

I hear it or see it and my mood changes for better or for worth

It comes to me in my sweetest moments or in my darkest times

But its effect is like magic, unexplainable and eternal

No matter where I am, what I am doing or whoever I am with

Your name will always be the feast to my days

Posted in #contemplating, #thankful, Inner Feelings, Living, Love, Memories

I’ve been kissed by the sun (2001)

The first time we met, 
I felt that you’re going to change my life. 
Something in your eyes told me;
that together we’re going to be in paradise. 
And we became friends; 
and I found in you the friend I’ve been looking for. 
But unfortunately, 
I can’t hide these feeling inside me anymore: 
Every time I hear your voice 
I want to tell you how much I care 
Every time I look into your eyes 
I want to give you my life to share 
Every time I’m by your side 
I want to reach for your arms 
And every time you touch me 
I feel I’ve been kissed by the sun. 

Posted in Heart Break, Inner Feelings, Living, Love, Memories, Uncategorized

I Fell in Love with a Star

Once I fell in love with a star

It was near to me, but still too far

It was shining brightly in the sky

Anyone can recognize it, it’s not very hard

I used to talk to it all night long

But it did not talk back to me or respond

I spent years longing to reach it

But one day, I looked around and  it was gone

I told myself maybe it’s life, no more

It  takes away what we cherish the most

Days and nights then days and nights

My life was empty without your light

Darkness was all over my sky, with no clue where you are

I was shy to ask those who know you

where I can find you or how to talk to you

One day I found you, but you were not alone

You  had a fellow star that takes you home

I was happy to see you, and jealous too

I was not used to the fellow who was with you

But I told myself it’s better that way

Better than never see you all of my days

I will never talk to you like before, but yet I am happy

that you still exist in my world

I will get to see you from time to time

But deep down inside I want you, but on my own way

I longed to talk to you alone like before

without your fellow that reminds me;

that you are not mine anymore

One day I saw you from afar

you were with your fellow star

And behind you, I can see a baby one

I cried so hard and I knew that you were gone

You  will never be mine alone

Days and nights then days and nights

My life was empty without your light

Then one day, I found you alone in my sky

You needed a friend, and here you are

We talked together like never before

You made me feel complete and whole

You used to come to talk each night

and I used to fell asleep in your light

I told you all what I have inside

I want you to come for the rest of my life

But once again you come and go

After I used to expect you every night, you are not here anymore

Right now, I look to the sky and pray

To catch a glimpse of you anyway

Will I spend my life like that?

Will I wait for you to appear again from time to time?

Will I be always in love with you my star?

No matter where you go,

I know you will always be right here in my heart.

Posted in #contemplating, #details, Dying, Fear, Friendship, Growing Up, Inner Feelings, Living, Love

Will I LIVE before I DIE??

Meeting new people

Seeing new places

Changing your world

Sharing secrets with your best friend

Falling down

Rising up from the ground

Having a chance to start all over again

Falling in love

Breaking up

Loving without hope

Feeling the first touch from the one you love

Enjoying your first kiss, even if it was not that good

Dressing for your wedding day

Being afraid of the commitment to someone for the rest of your days

Erasing your fears with his embrace

Observing the first glance from your first born

Touching her fingers and wondering how small she is

Combing your girl’s hair

Saying goodbye to her on her first day at school

Being a friend to your kids

Sacrificing your life for them

Watching them grow

Being considered as their only pain

Getting old

Savoring being surrounded by family and friends

Feeling weak

Wrinkling skin

Detesting loneliness

Starring at the ceilings

Closing your eyes

Resting in peace

I wonder if those moments will pass me by

I wonder will I LIVE before I DIE?

Posted in #contemplating, #thankful, Fear, Friendship, Heart Break, Inner Feelings, Love, Memories

Take my Breath Away (2013)


Have you ever thought about the gift of breathing?

I never thought how hard it could be to take our breath and live.

Never appreciate how precious that is, I always thought it was easy.

Until I started to keep track of my breaths when I am with you.

I realized that when we are together, you take my breath away.

Discovering that I was busy worshiping the moment I share with you;

That I sometimes forget to take my breath.

Take me wherever you want, buy me whatever you want, I don’t care,

I just want to be breathless, right there beside you.

The feeling that we were getting close to each other,

Made me taste my breath; it was sweeter than ever,

That I want to breathe again and again

I told myself “Calm down, girl. Breathe deeply because this is too good to be true”

Afraid, I had to admit, I was afraid to confess what I feel inside.

Frightened, that you would repel my emotions.

Confused, shall I be able to breathe again if you are not in my life.

Finally, I decided that I could not take the risk of dying.

I shall never risk, losing you.

While talking about all the girls you know,

I guess you never imagined how that rips me inside out.

But I handle the pain, though it hurts every time I try to breathe,

But it is easier than sucking the life out of me.

I used to console myself that you confide in me and that’s enough.

I am your friend; that gives my breath a break to be easily relieved.

Then she comes to your life and I felt that you are drifting away from me,

You talk about her, how special she is, how she makes you laugh,

How you are ready to be with her forever.

You ask about my opinion? I give it to you honestly as a friend

But when I saw you like that, I decided to back off,

I felt that there is no air in my lungs anymore.

And I thought I would fight for you until my last breath.

But you were never meant for me from the start.

My breath deluded me.

You have to know that I am dying inside,

But I can feel how thrilled you are with her.

And I cannot stop feeling happy for you.

Stupid as I am, I decided that my time has come.

I am offering you, the most precious thing I have.

As I know that when you will go,

I will have no more to take.

I will need no more.

Take my breath away and live my love,

Take my breath away.

Inhale…Exhale… Exhale …Exhale…….

Posted in #details, #understanding, Inner Feelings, Love

They Say…

They Say that the person who loves you, understands you, feels you.

You go with him beyond the stage of speech to the stage of silence.

Once he looks at you, he knows that you have something to hide, know your mood from your voice.

The person who loves you is the person who pays attention to your details.